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It hurts...

Journal Entry: Sun May 4, 2008, 6:58 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Drinking: alki --> 3hrs ago that is...
No comment, but to let my heart out....

It hurts me to realise, after opening my heart to new people and considering them friends, that they are not true friends and never will be because I know that if ever I really really needed someone, they will weigh out my worth before deciding to help me.

It hurts me to feel that I wasted time on people that are not worth the time and effort. When I've gone out of my way to do things for them, or worried about them when something has gone wrong. They will never know just how much I gave a shit, because they never take the time to notice, being so indulged in themselves and their pointless issues. Me not saying anything does not mean I dont care, half the time I care much more than you may think. If you know me well enuf, you would realise this. Which reminds me of how shitty it is when people say that i dont care about them because if they're saying that, then they obviously have not bothered to take the time to know me. Its not that hard, Lizzy only met me recently and I feel like she knows me!

It hurts me when I genuinely care about somebody (which is hardly ever), and for that person to not give a shit. And worse to show me that they dont give a shit, I dont care if its a joke to them, it hurts.

It hurts me now that I am sitting here seeing and feeling all this after much denial. Well all these people can go fuck themselves.

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  • MSN
    yo_yo_wasssup@hotmail.com
  • Current Age: (four time three) plus six || 十八
  • Current Residence: Australia || 澳洲, 悉尼
  • Interests: scuba diving || 攜水肺潛水
  • Favourite genre of music: cpop, jpop, kpop || 漢語, 英語, 日本
  • Operating System: ASUS A8E Series
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano // laptop
  • Favourite game: mahjong
  • Favourite gaming platform: nintendo ds lite
  • Favourite cartoon character: CRAYON SHIN CHAN!! woot ftw!!
  • Personal Quote: 空洞 ... 或 ... 藥

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~fungu5:iconfungu5: Apr 11, 2008, 5:57:57 AM
hehe! no problemos. u greatly deserved it!

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=adnata:iconadnata: Apr 9, 2008, 9:46:15 PM
Thanks for the support =)

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~fungu5:iconfungu5: Apr 3, 2008, 11:56:51 PM
HAHHAHA never thought of that missy!! what a great one =p=p

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~fungu5:iconfungu5: Apr 3, 2008, 10:18:14 PM
hihi! thanks for the comment...

btw do i know you? it seems i know you, cause you're friend with danz... haha! sorry if we don't haha!

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~fungu5:iconfungu5: Apr 3, 2008, 10:17:41 PM
hihi! no worries, t'was my pleasure ^^~ .

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~fungu5:iconfungu5: Apr 3, 2008, 10:17:22 PM
haha! nps! support u til the end ^^~.

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~silicondioxide-E:iconsilicondioxide-E: Apr 3, 2008, 2:47:54 AM
HEEYYYYY!!
pretty page! =D
~Xeon-Da:iconXeon-Da: Apr 2, 2008, 9:22:51 PM
Hi thank you for the :+fav: and the advice =P
=adnata:iconadnata: Apr 2, 2008, 2:38:35 AM
Thanks for the support

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~midnightangel38:iconmidnightangel38: Mar 15, 2008, 4:19:49 AM
:cake: have a good 18th women! :cake:
dont get to drunk ;P

xoxo

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~pufulalax:iconpufulalax: Jan 21, 2008, 4:06:55 AM
lol

np :)

:D

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~fungu5:iconfungu5: Jan 20, 2008, 8:32:44 PM
haha thanks! xDD!

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~pufulalax:iconpufulalax: Jan 11, 2008, 11:46:25 PM
cool profile,

nice pics


:clap::clap::clap:

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~fungu5:iconfungu5: Dec 19, 2007, 9:37:25 AM
your welcomes :D

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~midnightangel38:iconmidnightangel38: Dec 18, 2007, 5:09:47 PM
Thankyou very much or the :+fav:! :hug:
:heart:~~

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~VGUR:iconVGUR: Dec 17, 2007, 11:51:43 AM
Just drinking tea!
Watching cartoons. haha
~fungu5:iconfungu5: Dec 17, 2007, 9:06:30 AM
yO! nothing much. my leg is DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG walked for 10 hrs today mate!! roar! watcha doin?! =p

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~VGUR:iconVGUR: Dec 11, 2007, 7:06:54 PM
Eyyy.
WHATS UP!
~semangel:iconsemangel: Nov 10, 2007, 3:27:11 AM
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~midnightangel38:iconmidnightangel38: Nov 7, 2007, 4:41:20 AM
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You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

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If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

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~mageiglackin:iconmageiglackin: Nov 3, 2007, 8:22:30 AM
hey...

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~fungu5:iconfungu5: Nov 3, 2007, 2:20:14 AM
no need to thaanks... u deserved it...

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~midnightangel38:iconmidnightangel38: Nov 1, 2007, 11:12:16 PM
thankyou for the :+fav:'s :heart:~~

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